Every year I look forward to visiting her, if only for a day. But the problem is, as with any friend, that as time goes on we change. She changes; I change. And after ten years we sometimes hardly recognize each other anymore... which leaves me feeling a little lost, a little forlorn... because my entire life used to center around her, within her. Of course I'm not talking about a person, but a place. My favorite place: Eugene, Oregon.
This is the town where I took my first steps of independence, discovered and nurtured my interests, fell in love with my husband, and made big plans... lots and lots of plans.
It was ten years ago that my husband (then boyfriend) and I packed up everything we owned inside of and on top of two cars, and we drove away from her--from Eugene--to start a new life together in Long Beach, California. In some ways Long Beach reminds me of Eugene: its eclectic population, its energy, its lack of pretense. But in other ways, the two locales couldn't be more opposite: the climate, the environment, life's pace.
And though Long Beach has seemed to stay relatively the same throughout my twenties, Eugene has been transformed, developed dramatically. Most Oregonians herald this progress. As alumni and benefactor Phil Knight (of Nike) pours money into the campus, new super-glitzy structures of steel and glass spring up around East Eugene. There's the new basketball court. And the new baseball facility. Not to mention the new tutoring center for college athletes. These buildings may be modern, they may be expensive, and they may draw more students and serve them well.
But I will always remember what used to be there: a view looking out from my old dorm room towards the Willamette River; a breathtaking planting of daffodils that has since been paved over; an emerald meadow sprinkled with evergreen trees near the football stadium; and the Williams Bakery from which heavenly scents of freshly-baked bread wafted each and every morning of the four years that I lived there. These things are no longer.
Not only the campus community has changed. City-wide, visitors will find revamped shopping centers, monstrous billboards so low to the ground they practically slap you in the face, and space-age sculptural elements. The city has big plans for updating its riverfront property. Roads swerve in different directions around recent construction, and even the road signs are new. My husband and I drive, confusedly, up and down streets that were once second nature, second-guessing our routes and even our destinations. This must be what it feels like to have the beginning stages of Alzheimer's.
Near downtown, at the heart of the city, the largest, most obtrusive structure of all rises up before us suddenly, like a tidal wave. We almost slam on the breaks in surprise as we approach the new Wayne L. Morse U.S. Courthouse. It shimmers and gleams as a few rays of fleeting, evanescent sunlight make their way through the pervasive, Pacific Northwest cloud cover. It looks like something out of Gotham City, not my brick and mortar Eugene of a bygone era.
We pull over on a [newly paved] side-street adjacent to the building. We stare, wide-eyed, through the passenger-side window, gawking at its monolithic stature for a moment. And then we look to the left.
On the other side of the road, just beyond the shadows of the courthouse, lies something amazing, something beautiful, something completely paradoxical, something organic. Inadvertently, we have parked beside the brand-spanking new Eugene Community Garden.
I had read about this project a few months before our visit, in an alumni publication I receive. But here it was, still unexpected. A University of Oregon professor had noted this land, sitting blank and unused beside the new courthouse, ripe with potential. With the help of many dedicated students, raised rows were dug, irrigation was laid out and connected to a fresh water supply, and a storage building was erected and fenced off.
Rows upon rows of vegetables grow in stark contrast between the new courthouse and the antiquated, dilapidated riverfront industrial buildings seen in the background.
Rows upon rows of vegetables grow in stark contrast between the new courthouse and the antiquated, dilapidated riverfront industrial buildings seen in the background.
A View Toward the Riverfront
Demolished hardscape was removed from the site and rests, like horrific haystacks, along the edges of the garden. You can just make them out in the middle, left hand side of the photo above. I assume that this debris will be reused or relocated in the future.My family huddled in warmth of the car while I got out with my camera and meandered through the snow-sprinkled paths to take a closer look.
In the November cold, Brassicas, like these cabbage below, flourished to gigantic proportions.
If I still lived there, and if I were a little younger, I would probably be one of them. But times change. Places change. People change.
As my head swirled back to reality, I turned to see my patient husband and two beautiful children jumping up and down wildly (the kids, not the husband), waving me back toward the car and my own current reality.
Practically numb with cold, I was picking my way toward the street, through the rows, when I stumbled upon a marker. Looking down, I found a hand-painted stone that said--simply--this:
Now that is social justice.
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